A soldiEr in Me

Like a soldier in the desert, moving his feet even wounded. his body dripping with blood and heart beating together with pain. this is how he feels all along in the desert. hoping to have a companion but no one came along. seeing him walking break my heart cause i know how hard it was for him to walk with body that almost can't move. but as a soldier he was trained to be strong and brave to whatever battle came to his journey. just like ordinary person who is passing through this earth with lots of pain and forlorn. no one can help but you yourself have to fight along and once you pass through that journey and survive you can feel the success of what you had been through... and life continue with all of these again and again as long as you live...and that what life is... given the chance to be a person gives you the added baggage of what life taste like here on earth. happiness, sadness, freedom, power, pain, anger, love, forgiveness and so on. life is wonderful, life is good and life is what He gives to us for us to learn what we should have to learn. and for us to feel His love and help. sometimes you see yourself starring at nowhere and sometimes you see yourself crying at the corner. but it is alright cause He sees you along and He is helping you through it in the way the you can feel love and care. although sometimes no one is around for you and most of the time you are trying to be brave enough to face it alone and not asking help to anyone and even don't want to involve your love ones, but you are not by yourself along that journey if you trust and believe on Him, He carried you when you can't move your feet and when you can't think of what you have to. He embrace you when you are cold and full you with your emptiness and loves you the whole time with no condition and that's how He holds you as His child... life is different , life is difficult, life is a battle and that is life full of things that sometimes you can't explain why it is happening. life gives everything that everyone should be taste ... taste of laughter, taste of success and victory, taste of every feelings and emotion that it has around us... He wants us to see life with Him and follow the path you have here with you holding His hand so you can't be alone. i know everything will be just fine. i know He see me and i know how much God loves me... and remember all the things that i have learn and experience through this part of my journey. be strong be intelligent and be a man geared up with His love... like the soldier in the desert that i know he will recover from all of his wound and again will continue to be a soldier trained through his life with courage and determination to win his battle as what he is in this land.