frOm here to TherE

pointing somewhere like counting stars at night in the wide dessert land ....
hoping i have a hawk eye to see them clearly with my sight ....
thinking from here to there a nowhere to run ...
like my feet can feel the rush of blood but not the emotion from within ...

cluttered thoughts that hardly can fix ...
or to put them together so i can have the answers...
like a puzzle or a maze that is so difficult to be done ...
looking so far like seeing a castle from a child's mind ...

hearing the breeze of the wind from the waves of the sea...
like a fruit in the farm knowing if it is sweet or not...
life is simple looking from it's face ...
but so complicated if you can hear what they say ...

kids to grown ups , like new to old ....
like a sweet melody from a mother cuddling her son...
sometimes it is clueless where to find what you want ...
but clearly in your heart what it say on your mind ...

sAbi na Eh!

sabi na nga ba talaga.... ang buhay di fairytale... kasi walang talking pig ,walang flying elephant, walang gold pot sa end ng rainbow, walang prince at princess na tumatakbo sa maze ng garden sa likod ng palasyo at higit sa lahat wala namang happy ending talaga... ganun ba talaga' minsan mahirap intindihin pero kaylangan mong maunawaan... kaylangan ang space ng understanding mo sa brain is kasing wide ng toll gate papasok ng manila... at ang pasensya mo is kasing haba ng traffic sa edsa... minsan kung iisipin mo ang buhay mo mapupuno mo ng regrets, pagsisisi at kung anu pang bagay na magpapalungkot sa buhay mo... kung pwede nga lang di ba tayo na ang gumawa ng plano ng buhay natin na walang makikialam kundi tayo lang... noone else kundi ikaw... minsan gusto mo pero ang daming pumipigil sa'yo... ang daming bagay na dapat intindihin at kung minsan kinakalimutan mo na lang kahit sandali... sabi nila para maless ang pain sa buhay just try to see kung anu ang sa iba ... para mas masabi mo sa sarili mo na mas ok ka... na bless ka kaysa sa kanila... uu naman i am super bless ... may pamilya, kaibigan, maraming mababait na tao sa akin, at higit sa lahat may God' siguro part ng plan ... sa ngaun di ko pa alam kung anu ba ang plan... uu takot ako... uu i feel fear... tao lang eh' pero sana magawa ko... di naman ako nag eemote ... kasi i'm glad naexperience ko, siguro enough na un para matuto ... di naman madali ang buhay... isipin mo nalang kung sila nagawa nila... kaw din makakaya mo' dapat siguro date pa... kung may nakita akong kalaro nun at may gold spoon sa bibig inagaw ko na... joke ' pero kidding aside ... uu bakit hindi ... pero hindi eh' ganun talaga... kanya kanya un eh ' pero salamat sa lahat ng taong nakasama ko kahit ilang araw lang ... i salute them for doing a great job para sa sarili nila at maging sa pamilya... maraming mababait na tao... sabi nga ni paulo coelho... if u want something the universe will help u para makuha mo at magawa mo... magiging favorable sau ang lahat ... pero siguro hindi un sa akin ... mahaba pa ang buhay ... may chance pa... see the boy sa alchemist ... dami nya din ginawa... di naman sya tumigil sa buhay until na achieve nya ang goal nya at the end... salamat kay God kasi naexperience ko un' salamat sa pagpapahiram sa akin ng bagong mundo, siguro pinakita lang Nya na hindi ako para dun' siguro nga .... tnx sa life , learning, appreciation ... sana magawa ko' at sana sa susunod flying colors' simple lang ang gusto ko ... lahat naman ng tao simple lang din ang gusto... un maging masaya enough na un para magpatuloy ka' atze fight ! atze aja! kaya yan ' =)

a cup of coffee

a sachet of instant coffee from the grocery my mom just bought a couple of days ago... instant... on my fave cup... pour hot water and then i have a warm cup of coffee...

and the taste ??? its different ' maybe there is missing or maybe it's too much ... maybe the content... or maybe the packaging =)) ... maybe the water or maybe me... i still like my own made cup of coffee ... maybe i just made a perfect one for myself and i just do like mine... =))

just like in real life ... your the one who knows what is best for you , what do you want and what can satisfy your cravings ... you know what is too much and what is less... what to expect and what to forget...

the life you have... is what you do... you made it ... no one else can be blame or praise... cause you yourself have control over all the things you want to include to your life ...

just make the right taste of life you want for yourself and enjoy it like drinking a warm cup of coffee made perfectly for you and maybe or say, better share it with people who you want to share a taste of life that you made best for all. '',

lesson learned...

now never say ops ... it happened again... cause you want it to happened... you allowed it and gave permission to be done... and hope that someday when you are going to pass the same path, you will not fail to do the right thing and this will allow you to grow and be brave to face life...


1. love self

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and so on...


after you have done these ... you can now move to love others... and by that time you will love the right person and be love fairly just like giving your same love to yourself.

i love my friends

" i want to be in the middle cause here i have a better view and i still have the same hope that someday a wounded feelings will be mend and heal " as Boy Abunda said in the Buzz... so true if you are a real friend you have to be in the middle so you can be a way to help them to heal wounds someday... though so hard to be a part of the issue that in the first place you are not included... but still as a friend i am always here to be your friend and that's the way till we grow old. i love you both' =)