before i just read now i touched...a priceless experience

never know what life can be ...
never know what is your next journey ...
never know where you can be ...
never know when it will be ...

just keep walking ...
looking , hearing , feeling ...
running to where your path maybe...
just keep believing and hoping ....
and continue on your own life journey ...
until life stop giving you chances ....
and time passes you by ...

this is your own life story ' 

happiness

happiness is an adjective that represent joy and free spirit to a person or someone ...
which brings smile and tears to someone's face ... and gives positive outlook in someone's mind ...
happiness makes heart feels so alive ...

many of us searching for happiness ...
looking for things that will make them feel so alive ...

some look back for their memories and find time to reminisce the good times'
and some do many planning for the future ... too much plan ... too much drawing ...
nothing bad about that ... planning ... creating future ... making plot ...
nothing harm from remembering happy things in the past ...
looking for the traces of the past that made your life and created who you are ...

but how can me be totally happy with this life ...
if we do looking in the past and thinking about the future ...

sometimes its better to be quite for a while ... free your mind ... release your soul ...
feel the moment ... live at the present ...enjoy the life of today  ...

today is important ... just like the past and the future ...

today is the gift of life ... create a life in the moment '

and this moment will live you with happy and free spirit
that will bring true meaning of happiness in your life '

create a happy life in this moment for you and  people around you '

live a happy life  =)

The Other way ArOund ...

this is how it feels like ....
miles away from home ....
no room for thinking ....
just leaving in the present ....
no looking back ....
its all about moving forward ....
no space for the memories ....
its all about the new ones ....
its like you are alone ....
even around with too many people ....
you have to occupy yourself ....
with work , work and work ....
so when the day end ....
all you have to do is rest ....
it seems so easy but not ....
need to be brave and strong ....
so all these can be done ....
here it will be this way ....
but it is the other way around ....

I WONT GIVE UP - JASON MRAZ

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts
We got yeah we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
I'm still looking up

I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, he knows
We got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

THIS IS HOW I FEEL ...

Open Mind

here comes a time when you have to accept things around ...
here comes a time when you cannot control what now is existing...
here comes a time when you want to close your eyes but open your heart ...
and here comes a time when every thing is as transparent as a clear clouds in the sky ...


time of new phases and incomparable to what is traditional ...
conventional to everyone and new to this time...
as we face tomorrow new discoveries about things you used to see..
and to someone you used to know for a long time ...


what must learn is acceptance to what others believe and see...
to what they feel , like and love to do ... to what other people prefer to...
to whom other love and wanna love and to whom they feel freedom and happiness...
acceptance is the key to this new game ... 


a open mind so others will have open mind and heart to you too... 

NEW PHASE

I am facing new journey , new life , new world but best in hand or may say best in my heart I have loaded of life memories that i know and feel will give me joy, full spirit and lift my soul every time I move my feet forward in this path that I am going. Can't say i am happy but i know this is the best plan He create for me.I feel sad because I am leaving but temporarily after a few times I'll be back to a place where I belong. 


I will miss everything , I will miss every person I love ...  May He lead me with Lights and bless me with His Spirit. I know I can make it through Him. 


May I have a wonderful journey with lots of meaningful memories ' 

ikaw ang aking mahal ...

Itanong mo sa akin
Kung sino'ng aking mahal
Itanong mo sa akin
Sagot ko'y di magtatagal
Ikaw lang ang aking mahal
Ang pag-ibig mo'y aking kailangan
Pag-ibig na walang hangganan
Ang aking tunay na nararamdaman
Isa lang ang damdamin
Ikaw and aking mahal
Maniwala ka sana
Sa akin ay walang iba
Ikaw lang ang aking mahal
Ang pag-ibig mo'y aking kailangan
Pag-ibig na walang hangganan
Ang aking tunay na nararamdaman
Ang nais ko sana'y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa'n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw
Ang nais ko sana'y inyong malaman
Sa hilaga o sa timog o kanluran
At kahit sa'n pa man
Ang laging isisigaw
Ikaw ang aking mahal...
Ikaw ang aking mahal...
Ikaw ang aking mahal...

not a bystander ...

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feel so bad but how can change that ....

no one holds someone's life ...

for what they  feel and see ...

guess no one can even suggest for anyone ... 

life is difficult ...

poor mind , poor soul ... 

like human as difficult to understand ...

thinking , behavior and stand ...

point of view or the way you view around ...

but one thing for sure ... 

not a bystander to treat like one.

Love is in the air ...

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

from the song " The first cut is the deepest " 

 this song makes me smile and i feel this time ... why not give it a try ^^,

unconstructed ...

don't know what'

        sometimes words that came out from your mouth are not what you want to meant ...not that message that you want to convey and receive ... sometimes you  pretend that you can but inside ... you can't even move a little ...  you tend to be strong and tough as a defense of your own sake ... but you know that you are scared to death even say the word or think of the possible scenario ...  jealous of the pain , hurt , love of others ... but not want to try and be on those scenes ... but still missing and wanting to feel it again ... maybe scared and maybe not ready yet ... like jumping into the water from the highest cliff that you imagine ... drowning yourself into the water ... trying to submerge all the badges that you load from the years of pain ... how can't move by the memories of the past ... that actually should be forgotten ... don't want the present ruin everything that are now heading through ...see no start but see the end ... and skip all the stages ... just know the end ... and making boundaries ... how can it be ... if you let these things to happened as a wall and  a defense from all the fears that you see ...why fear ... why not let things go on their way ... why conclude even you have not experience it yet and if that happen just let it happened ...   no more fantasies , no more to unreal ... have to face the reality and fact ... that life should always moving  ... no one can't be left behind unless you let your life to be left behind ... but to those who left behind they put end to their own growth even they just started growing ... making a period to their own story ...  move is the key word ... and try is an  experience ... so why not move and try ... at least once again you feel life ... live , create and experience '